This text was posted by Brenda Ryan:
Bren Yesterday at 21:48
I have today edited the majority of my posts on this forum with just a dot. It is not because I don't stand by what I said, it is because no matter what I say nobody believes me.
I have been accused today of knowing that Beo put a plug-in and was reading PM's, this was totally unfounded and so untrue, if he did do that he did that without my knowledge or consent. Nobody really knew what was going on behind the scenes, us trying to contact Beo and get things sorted out and him remaining uncontactable and not sorting anything out.
I swear on my husbands life and my son's, I have not hounded Jill Havern, I have not got anybody to hound Jill Havern and I have never read anybodies PM's and have never threatened anyone. The only PM's that were accessed that I knew of is what Beo accessed and Janz knew about that as well. I could not access anybodies PM's and I have never hacked into anybodies account.
Something happened when two of the mods met on holiday in Spain in August 2008, it spilled over into mod box, BB1 was confided in and she forced the Mod to tell me, I have seen it written that this was in fact a set up between me and this mod to get rid of Janz. Again that is so untrue, the first I heard about it was when I was told about it on the Friday night before the bust of the first lot of mods which started the following day (Saturday) and lasted all that weekend. If people want the nitty gritty then I am afraid you are not going to get it from me, but I am speaking the truth and those mods that know the truth ex and current will, if they wish confirm this.
BB1 and MsMarbles are twisting things and manipulating things along with the first lot of ex-mods now aided by Majic and are lying about me and the other mods. I have been accused of the most horrendous things, I have been accused of sending Majic threatening emails, hounding Jill Havern, passing on information. These are the things I admit to:
1. Knowing that Filipe read PM's but that started before I got up and logged in and Janz knew about it before me.
2. Posting up Janz's son details (through provocation) and blaming rhodes for which I have admitted and
apologised for.
3. Getting stevo to check her (Janz) out because things were not ringing true about what she was telling us and what she was posting elsewhere and when we started questioning things she said in the past things did not make sense and that included BB1 and MsMarbles questioning her conduct.
and
4. Allowing sassy to post on the 3a's and banning sassy. I did not even know Photon had created the account of sassy until after she created it. In hindsight it was a stupid thing, but we wanted to keep the account open on Raptors because Raptor was openly posting that he wanted to take 3a's down.
I have never passed information on about anyone to any member and that includes Laffin. Yes when PM's came in relating to forum business I did tell the mods, ie members deciding to leave, problems with posters etc. Anything that was told to me in confidence on a personal nature has not been repeated to mods or anybody else and will not be repeated to anybody else.
So they have won, I have closed down headlines-today, 3a's and deleted all my blogs. I have asked xklamation to delete me from MCF and I am asking Amber to delete me from here. I will be honest, I just can't take anymore of being the scapegoat for everything that goes wrong on forums and taking the blame for things that I am not even party of.
BeoWulf removed my founder status from the3a's in June 2008 once he took over the server. His reason was security, now that is a laugh, I had no access to the database, I had no access to the server and I had no access to back-ups.
Anyway I wish you all the best and thank you Amber and her team and wish you all a Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year and hope one day Justice is served for Madeleine.
Bren
Janz now corrects Brenda with the actual truth and reproduced with kind permission from Finding the Truth forum:
A lot of you already know what happened, but Ill put it here plainly and simply. Im sick of her insinuations and lies.
In Sept 2007 my OH and myself went to Spain to meet Eunice/Perrito and her Hubby, I thought they were really nice people, and we were in touch regularly, in August 2008 we again went over to see them. We spent an afternoon with them during our week away and during that time we were chatting and laughing as you do with 'friends'.
Now, I dont sleep much and in the night when I was awake I used to chat to Beowulf/Filipe on msn. Hes in Canada and obviously was awake. We chatted about all sorts, mainly family stuff, very rarely anything to do with the forum. My OH used to tease me as a joke about talking to him. When we were at Eunices I was talking to her and my OH was talking to her hubby, he was having a laugh saying that Id be talking to Beo again 'my fancy man' he used to call him, it was a joke.
Well her hubby obviously repeated this to Eunice who decided I was having some sort of affair with him and it was all because it was a plot to steal Brens forum
This then became Eunices BIG SECRET and she just had to share it with Bren. I knew nothing until I came back from shopping one saturday to be met with the fact that I was a liar and a cheat and I was out to take Brens forum away from her. This was despite the fact that every time she flounced she wanted to give me the damn forum and I refused every single time. I didnt want it. However nothing would have pleased Beo more, he wanted her to go, he knew, as the rest of us did, that she was deranged, he was a sick of her antics as the rest of us were.
I was sworn at,bullied, called all the names under the sun by Bren, Eunice and co. Sina, Librarising, and lst1976 saw what was going on and tried to tackle Bren and co, but to no avail, she wouldnt say what this BIG SECRET was. but was sure it was right. She never once spoke to me despite our frequent phone calls before that day. i thought she was a friend, but being as paranoid as she is she decided to believe the plot theory.
My OH was furious and even joined in the conversation in the skype box, trying to make them understand that the convo with Eunices husband was a joke...not an easy task for him as English is not his first language and hes useless on the net, but he was absolutely furious at the way I was being treated. Still they wouldnt listen and so I quit. Sina, Libra, lst and the others quit with me, as they also had tried to talk to Bren without success.
I then got a message from Beo, who, by the way, being the coward he is, kept out of the discussion, even though, with one sentence he could have put a stop to the lot. My messasge from him said, please dont leave the forum, even if you leave as a mod.. Next thing i know Im banned, this was after i sent a pm to Eunice asking why she did what she did. I had even been planning to go and stay with her again that year, on my own, so we could have girly weekend. Good job i hadnt bought my ticket, and I told her that. I was banned for sending an abusive pm!!!!!!! It certainly was not abusive.Beo knew that, but he still took the cowardly way out and kept quiet.
As most of you know, after we left, we kept quiet, for months and months we did nothing.. Eventually Bonny and MsMarbles opened their blog then the forum and we decided to speak out, this was because Bren was still posting libel on her forum about me, and then as you know, she posted up my sons details and then we found out she'd passed my details to BNP supporter Stevo. That was the final straw.
Now shes still at it, and I feel its time that you, our members knew the whole story. She keeps hinting that something went on and that Im some sort of liar.
The above is precisely what happened.
i hope this explains Brens hints at something untoward, and what a load of utter tosh it all is.
Brenda has made it clear on the Missing Madeleine hate site that she is retiring from the forums and blogs because she is aware that no one believes her or words to that effect. Janz has taken time out to reiterate what most of us already knew but it is always good to have it down in writing as a point of reference should anyone in the future try to twist this incident as Brenda has attempted to do yesterday and I am sure will continue to do so given half a chance. I am also certain that Brenda will try and doctor some innocent converstaion, as she is prone to doing, to try and make her story look real. Be aware that this is a regular trick of hers, and take anything she posts with a huge handful of salt.
Whether Brenda stays true to her word, and the smart money is on her not staying away, and remains away from this is left to be seen. Her legacy though and the damage and hurt that she is responsible for will continue on and whether she likes it or not, Brenda Ryan, along with Vanessa Sluming will be known for running the most notorious hate site on the internet and will remain a constant reminder to anyone thinking of starting up their own forum of how not to go about things.
At the heart of all this trouble there is still a missing child, Madeleine McCann. The injustice that Brenda Ryan and Vanessa Sluming have done to Madeleine's name is only comparable to the level of immorality they have shown as despicable and foul human beings.
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